2005-02-05T15:13:00.000-08:00

Haiz ... Sooo tired todae , wake up early in e morning and meet hudson & tien wen at 511 fer breakfast den aft dat planning to go bugis and penisular to shop fer shoes and clothes . Den receive a cor fr cupid , OMG both of dem end up quarreling again ... den i was tinking why the two of dem dun cherish the times nw when dey r together , its hard fer two person to get together and get into a relationship wif sum1 ya love , sooo mani ppl out dere wanted to b wif the person dey love , bt dey cant ... either bcos the person dey love dun love dem or dey dun dare to show out deir feelings... juz like mi , till nw i still cldnt 4get her , cldnt get her out of my mind ... bt i can onli keep it to myself , can onli stand at a corner looking at her , hoping everything wld b on the rite path .. so ya ppl out dere , those fortunate ones , pls cherish ur love ones , if u haf decided to step into tis relationship den u must hang on , face everyting positively ... brking up cant solve anyting alrite ? anywae juz hope the two of ya wld gif in more to each oter , if u cant do dat den dun waste the time hurting each oter ...i can no longer gif anymore advice , juz tink it thru wad ive said okie ? =) hmm den went to cyber dome aft buying everything ... aft lan gaming , we went to eat ramen .. hmm quite nice nt bad ! hahas den move on to PS fer a movie ... Electra if nt wrong , quite nice show ...! hahas aft dat went bck to hougang plaza to play lan again ... play till morning , which ish nw ... YaWnNzZ ! damn sleepy nw ... the tooopid nicholas still can jio us play basketball at tis time -__-" hahas anywae it was quite a fun dae... Im OfF tO My dReaMz lAnD ~!

+[ Wo Mei You Yong Qi Xiang Ni Biao Bai ]+
+[ Yin Wei Wo Pa Zai Shou Shang Hai ]+

2005-02-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

Hiyee eveyone ~! Tis ish my 1st posting fer my blog... hmm anywae where shld i start fr , oh yah went to amk wif hudson to substitute tien wen fer wrk ... so damn boring ~! Sumore the stoopid old auntie keep scolding mie , keep finding faults on mi , make mi so damn frustrated dat i leave halfway thru ... wad a stoopid dae .. ! Still missing my old wrk place where everyone were so nice to mi , i miss the ppl dere sooo much ..! wondering whether i wld b able to c dem again , dey reali tke veri gd care of mi & im reali so touched ... haiz aft so mani daes aft i quit my job , her image still keep flashing thru my mind ... am i reali in love ??? or its juz a crush and i wld b able to 4get her aft sometime ? bt it haf been so long and it seems dat nth cld get her out of my mind... shld i find her and open up my feelings to her ... or shld i juz keep it to myself and carry on wif my life ... bt she was much older than mi , and she was nt a singaporean ... seems like dere ish such a big gap between both of us ... and i wasnt sure whether she feel anyting fer mi ... cuz all along i tink she was taking care of mi like her own younger bro .. dats why she ish so nice to mi ... bt eventually i fall fer her... wad shld i do nw ... i reali duno wad to do , my mind was all abt her , and its oready fully occupied by her dat i cant store any1else ... sumtimes reali wondering why dere ish such a thing cor LOVE in tis world ... i feel so uncomfortable when i cldnt get to c or tok to her ... even juz a smile fr her can make mi get so happy thru out e whole dae ... haf i reali fall so deeply fer her , or tis ish normal ...? cuz i neva feel lidat b4... its like sucha weird feelings ... feeling so restless nw... hu wld b able to understand mi ...? i mean everyone gt deir own problems , hu wld bother abt mi and spend time juz to gif mi some advises ... MiSsInG YoU sOo dEePlY ...

*~^+[ Daes without u by my side r reali hard to passed ]+^~*
*~^+[ Juz hope to c u again , even its in my dreamzZ ]+^~*

` a thousand words cant explain how i feel deep inside